Mindgames

 

I only wanted to love,

Instead they sold me a car!

Put fancy clothes on me

named me after a star!

 

I only longed

for the look of your eyes!

Instead I cry and I cry and I cry.

I only wanted to be the reason you smile!

Instead I die and I die and I die.

 

I only wanted to sleep in your arms!

Instead I got a coffee to go.

I didn’t wish for any harm

But they said it’s not good for the show!

 

I only longed

for the look of your eyes!

Instead I cry and I cry and I cry.

I only wanted to be the reason you smile!

Instead I die and I die and I die.

 

And now I have a thousand things I could lose,

but I only wanted you instead!

They say I am unthankfully rude

and they play with my head, with my head, with my head!

 

Farzam Mikail Ferdosi

The fool

​I’m a fool!

Cause foolish is

to be alone and love

but tragic,

to be together

without! 
Blessed are those

kind and loving!

Those

carrying the world

inside their hearts!
Those searching love

to find a home

and those

coming home

and not apart.
Find a world between my arms!

Your’s!

If you want to know precise.

What will be..

Whatever comes!

In your embrace

a paradise!
Farzam Mikail Ferdosi

The light

Go out!
Look each other in your eyes!
Speak a friendly whisper,
wish
and be the things you miss in life!

Go out!
And hold on to someones hand so dear!
Share your warmth,
a hug
let us end this world of fear!

Go out!
And open up your heart and see
the darkness will be gone,
the light
is noone else but we!

What cause has your light
inside a lucid room?
But bring the light into the dark
and see the loving flowers bloom!

Farzam Mikail Fardowsi

Picture thankfully taken from here

Hope

The world is heading
into dire ways.
Hope shuts up
and reason fades.

When words feel numb
and pain complains
and one just follows
what some dictates.

I’ll sit in silence
with nothing to say
nothing to know
I only can pray.

That tomorrow
and after
the end of today.
A world I can live in
hopefully…
will stay!

Farzam Mikail Fardowsi

“In real”

And even though

some might think

it is the same,

I

don’t want to love

an idea

or just a name!

Don’t want to hold

onto the hopes

to hold you tight.

I

don’t want to miss

your body’s touch,

for what have might.

And even though

some might think

it is the same,

I

want you to love

in real,

not just in name!

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Picture thankfully used from here

Will (edited)

And in my darkest hours
my god he held his hand on me.
Demons he devoured
souls he helped me free.

Oh god my thanks for thee!

Underneath the safety of the palm!
I sit alone and weep.
For the darkness in the world
and the endless love you give.

Oh god my thanks for thee!

Tears and tear I cry.
For the love I see by thee
no one to love have I.
But my love for you is real!

 

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Die Großen

Die wahrlich großen
die sind nicht groß.
Sie wollen’s auch nicht sein.

Denn ihre Größe
liegt nicht im Maß.
Das Maß ist dem zu klein.

Wahrlich Große bücken sich
für Blumen und für Stein.

Sie kümmern sich
und lachen laut
und sind im Herzen rein.

Die echten Großen
schauen nach oben
und nicht von da herab,

ihre Größe liegt mehr im Tragen
der Lastens Schwere statt.
copyright Farzam Mikail Fardowsi

Forgotten entity

There is no life without the sun
as darkness fades
lightness comes

and though i feel you every day
forgotten wonder
not once i pray.

Day and day you let me rise
in heartwarm touches
your kindness lies!

There is no life without the sun
and every day your wonders come!

 

copyright Farzam Mikail Fardowsi

Doesn’t matter

“Doesn’t matter”

My love needs
no leader!

It asks
for no sacrifice!

In my darkest pain
it carries me through
instead of testing me in it!

My love stands by my side
instead of infront of me!

And when my love is coming
it will not matter,

not matter if we have
or are
enough for each other,

not matter if we bind together
or unify in a child,

or any other question!

Because there will be just one question
of importance!

“Do I want to share my life with you?”

Nothing else will matter!

copyright Farzam Mikail Fardowsi

Blicksprache

Wo sind sie hin
deine Augen?

Das Glitzern und das Lachen,
die sich einst darin
so heimisch machten.

 

Wer gab dir das
das Matt was du jetzt trägst?

Dein Blick der immer tiefer
sich dem Boden neigt,

versteckt und sich vergräbt.

 

War ich am schlafen
oder du zu wach?

Was ist passiert?
Warum glaube ich dir nicht mehr

wenn du lachst?

 

Wann wurd’ ich taub?

Wieviele Tränen fielen
unerhört zu Grund?

Gabst du mich auf?

 

So bitte sprich!
Denn die Sprache deiner Augen
reißt mich entzwei,
entblößt dir meine Ängste
und öffnet dir mein Herz.

Ich will das nicht!

Ich ertrag’ nicht deinen Schmerz.
So bitte sprich!

 

 

Copyright by Farzam Mikail Fardowsi