Mindgames

 

I only wanted to love,

Instead they sold me a car!

Put fancy clothes on me

named me after a star!

 

I only longed

for the look of your eyes!

Instead I cry and I cry and I cry.

I only wanted to be the reason you smile!

Instead I die and I die and I die.

 

I only wanted to sleep in your arms!

Instead I got a coffee to go.

I didn’t wish for any harm

But they said it’s not good for the show!

 

I only longed

for the look of your eyes!

Instead I cry and I cry and I cry.

I only wanted to be the reason you smile!

Instead I die and I die and I die.

 

And now I have a thousand things I could lose,

but I only wanted you instead!

They say I am unthankfully rude

and they play with my head, with my head, with my head!

 

Farzam Mikail Ferdosi

The fool

​I’m a fool!

Cause foolish is

to be alone and love

but tragic,

to be together

without! 
Blessed are those

kind and loving!

Those

carrying the world

inside their hearts!
Those searching love

to find a home

and those

coming home

and not apart.
Find a world between my arms!

Your’s!

If you want to know precise.

What will be..

Whatever comes!

In your embrace

a paradise!
Farzam Mikail Ferdosi

The light

Go out!
Look each other in your eyes!
Speak a friendly whisper,
wish
and be the things you miss in life!

Go out!
And hold on to someones hand so dear!
Share your warmth,
a hug
let us end this world of fear!

Go out!
And open up your heart and see
the darkness will be gone,
the light
is noone else but we!

What cause has your light
inside a lucid room?
But bring the light into the dark
and see the loving flowers bloom!

Farzam Mikail Fardowsi

Picture thankfully taken from here

Love and kissing complication

Let me kiss you love!
A kiss inside your hand.
As gentle as your eye.
As love for me commands.

Let it sleep there when I’m gone
Nourished with your touch
I’ll live there in your hands
Don’t need for me that much.

Let it sleep there when I’m gone!
And everything you touch
Comes through my kiss to you
Rememberence of our love!

Let me kiss you love!
Kiss you while I can!
To feel your touch on me.
Remembering I am!

Love, my world is yours!
So let us kiss and be!
Together we are home
It’s dark but we are free.

And if the world is gone!
So let us kiss and be!
Saved by our embrace
In darkness light we’ll see!
Copyright by Farzam Mikail Ferdosi

Hope

The world is heading
into dire ways.
Hope shuts up
and reason fades.

When words feel numb
and pain complains
and one just follows
what some dictates.

I’ll sit in silence
with nothing to say
nothing to know
I only can pray.

That tomorrow
and after
the end of today.
A world I can live in
hopefully…
will stay!

Farzam Mikail Fardowsi

Teaching

There is a sadness in me.
A sadness
only parents can understand
while I have no kids!

A sadness that is
in compassion
with god
while I have created no world!

The sadness of the knowing
where there is nothing but show.

The sadness of a teacher
with students unwilling to know.

There is a sadness
but not in me!
The tears of life itself.
Its love
has not suffice
to open hearts and dwell.

Farzam Mikail Fardowsi

Change

​It is not
knowledge
that changes the world!
It is though
how we act

– with that knowledge –

that will change it.

Farzam Mikail Fardowsi 

“In real”

And even though

some might think

it is the same,

I

don’t want to love

an idea

or just a name!

Don’t want to hold

onto the hopes

to hold you tight.

I

don’t want to miss

your body’s touch,

for what have might.

And even though

some might think

it is the same,

I

want you to love

in real,

not just in name!

copyright Farzam Mikail Fardowsi

Picture thankfully used from here

Will (edited)

And in my darkest hours
my god he held his hand on me.
Demons he devoured
souls he helped me free.

Oh god my thanks for thee!

Underneath the safety of the palm!
I sit alone and weep.
For the darkness in the world
and the endless love you give.

Oh god my thanks for thee!

Tears and tear I cry.
For the love I see by thee
no one to love have I.
But my love for you is real!

 

Copyright by Farzam Mikail Fardowsi

Die Großen

Die wahrlich großen
die sind nicht groß.
Sie wollen’s auch nicht sein.

Denn ihre Größe
liegt nicht im Maß.
Das Maß ist dem zu klein.

Wahrlich Große bücken sich
für Blumen und für Stein.

Sie kümmern sich
und lachen laut
und sind im Herzen rein.

Die echten Großen
schauen nach oben
und nicht von da herab,

ihre Größe liegt mehr im Tragen
der Lastens Schwere statt.
copyright Farzam Mikail Fardowsi